okay looks like this is set up. it took no effort (good). i decided it was going to go on self.tudbut.de. theres also a redirect t4t.li/self. this is a python3 -m http.server and a bash script to add the meta tags.
i am currently sitting in maths class. clearly i am not doing math, but i currently cant do math because i dont care. i am sometimes looking at the board so it looks like i am paying attention, and i am sitting in the first row right in front of the teacher which makes it look more like i am paying attention. i have tried to care (this is a lie), but did not succeed. in actuality though i just dont feel like maths rn because i have better things to think about.
i wonder if anyone will actually read this. i doubt it, but it doesnt matter bc all i care about is nothing right now and this is more fun than writing it in my diary rn. this will probably change tho, but who cares.
it feels a bit scary to not do anything the school wants me to but i think i can manipulate well enough for that to work out for a while. i just need to look up and make a face as if im thinking often enough. i am not thinking tho because that is work which i dont want to do right now.
i sure wonder what the consequences of this will be (i dont care)