today was a nothing day.
in the evening: yet another nothing burger linux exploit. i really need to stop even looking at them. "level 9 severity" it does nothing. it reads memory out of bounds and then proceeds to do nothing with it. yet i was told about it with great alarm and urged to immediately update my systems. but that will not happen, my systems remain version locked.
in the afternoon: desire to do, nothing done. ideas for /soc and /ana, but nothing done. ideas too effortful to write, too uninteresting to expand, too small to make a chapter. i dont want soc to die like ser, with an infinite break from lack of motivation and ideas. maybe i am not made for long term stories. i burn out too quickly, then never get back to it. an infinite break.
i lied. i did do things in the afternoon. i visited a friend and we built a battery pack. but that was all, and it didnt feel very creatively satisfying.
in the morning, i did nothing. i dont even remember it. i think i ate a bit and watched youtube. what the fuck kind of day is that.
it is a nothing day. i dont want to go to sleep.