this website has a homepage, that is the thing that shows all the links. it is not going to change right now, despite not reflecting my current self at all. this is by design. i want to preserve it as a kind of zero-th entry in my hall of selves.
on the other hand, there are reasons to change it.
it is wrong nowadays.
it is repulsive but in the wrong way.
it is pointless (but i dont really care about that).
but it is still stuff i want to keep there for now.
maybe i will change it one day.
a more accurate intro would look more like:
good evening. this is a web page. i write things here. unlike
my old website i do not hate this one
and actually write things here.
this website contains anything that is an expression of my self. often, it is a state of mind frozen in time, a self. this self is usually dead by the time you read about it, replaced by some new self. these are collected here. below them are other expressions.
what now follows is things that are unreal expressions of my selves. they are written differently and work differently and are fictional.
if i forgot to put you here then you know how to contact me about it. if i know you and you have a website and are not here and your website is not an eyesore to me then i forgot to put you here.
it might be time.
old one:
good evening.
it is apparently the case that making these kinds of brain dumps is cool now and i have decided my thoughts
are important enough to be read sometimes. unlike my dumbass normal site, i intend
to not bother with anything here.
the other site has a bunch of crap on it which i hated writing or which is otherwise bothersome for me to remember
exists. im not sure where i have put this when you read it so it may be that this is on self.tudbut.de or self.t4t.li.
either way, it doesnt make a difference. i will probably dump things ive written here:
...
there exists also a story i am intending to write / writing: story
if i forgot to put you here then you know how to contact me about it.