today was quite the full day. in the morning i very quickly had to go to school and give my lent books back, then made food for an hour or two, then i had to go to a store and buy something and then go to school yet again for a barbecue. none of these were unenjoyable activities, but also none of them left me much time to calm down and write soc. oh well, some days are just like that, and seemingly some sets of days too. i think this is the second day without a new chapter, but i think that is probably okay.

it is kind of difficult to write again after a day of break, because i tend to kind of forget the context tanya is in at the moment and thus have to read back and recollect my ideas. its doable, but it does add friction, and thats before i even start writing, which i can only do when im relaxed enough not to write something i will later regret.

i also postponed my hrt injection Again. i shouldve done it sunday morning but now it is wednesday and evening. this is not very good, but it is luckily not the end of the world. i think ill try to just do it right now, even though itll probably be kinda sucky. oh well, better than not at all. after that, i will go to bed.