after having created the tudbut project, i began to notice i have been writing fewer selves, and i think i know why: i now have two pages that i can publish them on. choosing where to put them is extra friction; extra friction that is just enough to stop me from putting them anywhere. its too much deciding, too little doing.

the solution, of course, is to write them as selves just like i have always done. the tudbut project is a landing page for me and maybe some others, it is not a blog. it is a description, a wrapper, of me, and maybe others in the future. maybe more of a collective than an art project, but i will keep the name for now.

i must minimize friction. i have already minimized friction quite a bit. but it is never enough. the less that stands between my thoughts and the equivalent of a publish button, the better.

maybe the problem of not writing much is actually also caused by something else, namely the fact that i am forced to study for an exam right now. the physics one, to be specific. it is quite a horrible experience to study for it because i know i could theoretically be really good, but cannot realistically. i cannot get myself to do what is necessary for this to happen. im not up to the task of studying for it, but i could be up to learning it another way, which however im neither very interested in nor consider worth my time.