i wonder how many people read these. i send them to people occasionally, but only in few cases do i know whether they read it or if they dont and its a waste and i have no reason to bother except i do because i like writing them, and there are people who do read them anyway.

but what i am more curious about is how many people read them who i dont send them to explicitly.

maybe some of them are people i dislike, in which case hello glad to see i am controlling some of your thoughts. i hope to be a very efficient pissing-you-off-factory. if i am not, thats fine too, im glad you are not as bad as i remember.

maybe some of them are people i like, but this is relatively unlikely as most people i like are in contact with me and i would have a high chance of being aware of them reading my selves.

maybe some of them are strangers, in which case i hope you like what youre reading, and if you do you should contact me because i would probably enjoy talking to you. if you do not like what youre reading, but are reading it nonetheless: good, it means my voice is holding you captive despite my repulsive thoughts.

in any case, thoughts may be submitted anonymously or not to my various forms of presence to change what i write either to be more like what you like, or (equally likely) to be even more repulsive to you.