caffeine is once again giving me hatred. i accidentally decided that "itll be fine" and drank .25l of what is essentially a light energy drink. result: my heart rate is now uncomfortably high and i feel exhausted as shit. turns out "late night train back home syndrome" was always just caffeine after all, not the train or the time or anything else. it was because the days where i took this train i usually also drank caffeine.

and with that i am once again at "no caffeine for me" as much as i can help it. Maybe i will still drink pepsi or cola or something, but i am definitely staying away from anything of higher concentrations, and even cola has given me this pain before, so i best avoid all of it.

i am about to bike home, in the dark because the street lights turned off over half an hour ago. thats fine, but id rather just drop into bed immediately than have to perform physical exertion first. good thing i can instantly drop into bed once i am home at least.